reading out unwritten emotions by shahrukh...
i dint feel i am a human being when i played cricket,
i dint feel i am a human being while studying,
i dint feel i am a human being while crying,
i dint feel i am a human being while laughing,
i dint feel i am a human being while fighting,
i dint feel i am a human being while loving,
i dint feel i am a human being while being loved,
i dint feel i am a human being while hating,
i dint feel i am a human being while being hated,
i dint feel i am a human being while earning,
i dint feel i am a human being while arguing,
i dint feel i am a humanbeing while eating,
i dint feel i am a human being while bathing,
but
i felt i am a human being when i forgave,
i felt i am a human being when i saw respect,
i felt i am a human being when i respected,
i felt i am a human being when i felt the need of the immediate,
i felt i am a human being when i saw smiles and smiled back,
i felt i am a human being when i saw tears and wiped them,
i felt i am a human being when i felt almighty,
i felt i am a human being when i could concentrate,meditate,
i felt i am a human being when i imagined,
i felt i am a human being when i worshipped,
i felt i am a human being when i saw the devotion,
i felt i am a human being when i could part myself to see myself,
i felt i am a human being when i spoke to myself,
i felt i am a human being when i reminded myself and remembered others,
i felt i am a human being when i heard and speak truth,
................................feel yourself...feel the need and purpose of "I"...
it means more...to us and even more to all around us......
i dint feel i am a human being while studying,
i dint feel i am a human being while crying,
i dint feel i am a human being while laughing,
i dint feel i am a human being while fighting,
i dint feel i am a human being while loving,
i dint feel i am a human being while being loved,
i dint feel i am a human being while hating,
i dint feel i am a human being while being hated,
i dint feel i am a human being while earning,
i dint feel i am a human being while arguing,
i dint feel i am a humanbeing while eating,
i dint feel i am a human being while bathing,
but
i felt i am a human being when i forgave,
i felt i am a human being when i saw respect,
i felt i am a human being when i respected,
i felt i am a human being when i felt the need of the immediate,
i felt i am a human being when i saw smiles and smiled back,
i felt i am a human being when i saw tears and wiped them,
i felt i am a human being when i felt almighty,
i felt i am a human being when i could concentrate,meditate,
i felt i am a human being when i imagined,
i felt i am a human being when i worshipped,
i felt i am a human being when i saw the devotion,
i felt i am a human being when i could part myself to see myself,
i felt i am a human being when i spoke to myself,
i felt i am a human being when i reminded myself and remembered others,
i felt i am a human being when i heard and speak truth,
................................feel yourself...feel the need and purpose of "I"...
it means more...to us and even more to all around us......
Albert Einstein (Live).wmv
That was a cool evening after a really hot summer day in hyderabad...myself and my brother thought of going out for shopping...so we went for some outlets...after going in and out of few of them...we thought it would better to go to a mall to save time and energy(no doubt mall is a one stop solution but not the best solution as one can find some exclusive boutiques and glocal designers showcasing their best)...and we were glancing/analysing/searching/praising/criticizing/passing time...literally we were browsing shop after shop in shopping mall to find what we want and find what they have...it so happens that we often dont/cant completely concentrate on what we want or what we are supposed to do...(not too long ago i thought i would focus always ,not too long ago i forgot that)...so was i...i suddenly started looking at a shop which showcased their awesome collections...somehow my concentration was full...thats when there was a bang!!! sound...ohhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! said my brother...then i asked what happened and turned back...he said(pointing out at a gentlemen)...unfortunately he banged himself onto that big glass of that shop(music planet) entrance which actually looked like it dint exist...1/4th of the public around dint know what hpnd...dint bother to know what hpnd(someone will attend attitude)...we dint have time to see where other 3/4th were...as we are the nearest individuals to him...we thought we would reach him and assist him...he was holding his nose with his right hand and a costly phone(on hold) in his left hand...he said its okie...i am okie...and he jst removed his hand from nose...could see some blood in his hand...nose was profusely bleeding...drop by drop...whole hand and place was with blood...meanwhile we thought it would be proper to have some first aid treatment...asking bro hold him i rushed to staff in the shop...who quickly realised and assisted us with some cotton and cold water...we asked him to wash his face with cold water...meanwhile,we thought we should make him feel comfortable...so we asked him to keep his bag and mobile aside...he did so hesitantly...but quickly grabbed them back because of insecurity feeling...I was surprised looking at his behavior...oh god! we are trying to help him out and he isnt believing anyone around...i thought what an insecured personality...but held onto him(as that wasnt the time to analyse and judge)...bleeding slowed down in 2mins...we let him go along with the shop staff and we slowly started walking to parking lot...
as i was walking i thought what a world we are living in...neither we can trust someone nor someone trusts us...so distrustful was the situation...i felt there was nothing wrong in,he feeling insecured...afterall who am i to him,a stranger...world is so insecured and unfriendly yet times looking at all theft/cheating cases/untrustworthy behaviors in all walks of life...somewhere or the other...so i thought why cant he feel insecure of any stranger he sees...question is whom should he trust?...so he doubts all...who can he trust?...whom do you trust?...why do you trust?...
100 and 1,2,5…100
sometimes we realise few things out of nothing...it jst comes as a realisation or surprise...similar thing has hpnd to me...it was the last day of the month(first month)...and i am left with no hundred rupee notes...i generally had/have a habit of putting all extra coins in a box...so that day when i returned home around 9pm...i was planning how i would go about tmrw...i opened the box to see how much was there...and jst spread all the coins infront of me...all glittering...some small , some big...some steel , some gold in colour...was feeling bit indifferent...felt why am i planning today for tmrw when i had chance to plan for the month a month before..."this is called crisis"...on large scale for a country its called "recession"... lack of planning...(simplest explanation for all programmers,science,technical students...)...anyways,my objective off this post is not explaining crisis or recession...i started segregating them...built towers of one rupee two rupee and five rupee coins...it was fun balancing them...i segregated so that its Rs.100...rest i kept aside...i took all that Rs.100 worth coins and put them in the pouch of my fasttrack glasses...i zipped it and lifted up to put in the almirah...*** the moment i felt the weight of the pouch i realised one thing "oh!!! i never knew 100 rupees was so heavy"....and the unlucky people infront of the temples,mosques ,at signal lights..."would have never realised that hundred rupees can also be as light as paper...since many of them would not have had a chance to handle a hundred rupee note..."
imagine a humanbeing...who never gets a chance to handle hundred rupee note...no one has born in this world to become a beggar...situations make people fluctuate in between money and no money...
with this small note,i would like to tell that help people with watever you can...need not be money alone..."dont have wrong notion that u r promoting beggars by doing so...ur Re.1 means a lot...if everyone says i dont have change ..."where would they go"...for example : if every company says, we dont have vacancy what you would do...
"Give a sweet and see the smile"...he/she might forget the taste of sweet...but will never forget that he/she had tasted a sweet...
every notebook of mine...is like this...and i consider these pages as most imp pages...
"after years when i look back, i might not remember what are newton's laws...but i will remember the importance of observation skills of newton..." venkie..."information fades with time but knowledge remains and improves as long as one is curious"
will post some more pages like this..."not to show that i write or wrote like this,but to make your time worth spending whenever you read something on this blog...some lines change lives...
"after years when i look back, i might not remember what are newton's laws...but i will remember the importance of observation skills of newton..." venkie..."information fades with time but knowledge remains and improves as long as one is curious"
will post some more pages like this..."not to show that i write or wrote like this,but to make your time worth spending whenever you read something on this blog...some lines change lives...
1.sagarasangamam (5/5)
1.taare zameen par (5+/5)
1.tholiprema(5/5)
1.rab ne bana di jodi(5+/5)
1.surya s/o krishnan(varanam aayiram in tamil)(5++/5)
1.guzarish(5/5)
1.anniyan(aparichitudu in telugu)(5+/5)
1.3 idiots(5/5)
1.bommarillu(5/5)
1.kushi(5/5)
1.nireekshana(5/5)
1.veer-zaara(5/5)
somemovieslooklikebeautifullyscriptedlives,andsomeliveslooklikebeautifulscripts...venkie
1.taare zameen par (5+/5)
1.tholiprema(5/5)
1.rab ne bana di jodi(5+/5)
1.surya s/o krishnan(varanam aayiram in tamil)(5++/5)
1.guzarish(5/5)
1.anniyan(aparichitudu in telugu)(5+/5)
1.3 idiots(5/5)
1.bommarillu(5/5)
1.kushi(5/5)
1.nireekshana(5/5)
1.veer-zaara(5/5)
somemovieslooklikebeautifullyscriptedlives,andsomeliveslooklikebeautifulscripts...venkie
A hot,sultry friday...humidity levels reaching too high which could make any life more uncomfortable...soaring temperature...little lesser than half of boiling point of h2o...heavy traffic...dusty air…irresistant bikers cand cars...everyone @ the speed of traffic...red lights/green lights going off and on...amidst all these there was an old lady with a stick in her hand trying to withhold her bent backbone...she had elephantiasis , making her legs look and weigh heavier by atleast three times than normal…she wanted to cross the road and reach a temple which never existed at a place where she is expecting it to be there…the scene looked dangerous(she was in midst of the road,going at a snail’s space)…so I stopped…to know wat is she upto…I brought her back to the pavement as there was no chance to cross the road(got to take a “U” turn, divider was there ,i.e atleast 200mts)…gave some money in the beginning as she put forth her hand…but while giving the change she held my hand firmly and stared at me expecting some help…I looked at her she didn’t look like a lady who has some home or who has someone to take care of her…as I was looking at her, she kept on saying,”please take me to the other side of the road,I want to go to the temple,” holding my hand very firmly…dragged me onto the road…asking me to step ahead…for me it wasn’t possible to cross but according to her it was…though I wanted to help her out…I didn’t knw what to do…my mind was struck with two ideas…first, carry her…as she cant walk…or take time and help her crossing the road…but I couldn’t do anything , neither I carried her(hope u can understand) nor I helped her crossing the road…moreover, I tried explaining her that its tough to cross the road and there is no temple on the other side(in broken tamil)…but she was in no mood to accept my words…I didn’t know what is her vision…by then it was already 15 min since I was there and moreover it was getting late for me…dint know wat to do…there was an aunt who was walking on the same pavement…I told her,” can u just understand and help me in understanding what she is trying to say in tamil”…and what is that she wants…meanwhile,that old lady was hurrying me up asking me to help in crossing the road,one of her hand consisted of the coins I gave…and with other she held my hand firmly…slowly,I put her hand in the hand of that aunt, asked her and her colleague to help her out…they said “yes”and they made her sit on the same pavement and they too went off…………………………………………………………:(
Bahut bura laga us din…itne din mein soch raha tha ki mein kuch bhi kar saktha hoon agar koyi mujhe help pooch letha tho… all these years,I believed and learnt that helping others in need is the best thing one can do in his/her life…but when situation arised…I felt bad thinking…Kya mein itna hi kar sakta hun…agar kar bhi sakte hai…toh “to wat extent"...
She is into her last semester of her life…and me…yet to join it…
one thing i re-learnt " if you cant do anything just pray or wish that they are helped and saved by someone else atlease"...